The last Evening

[❤Rose❤]

It's the last evening before the show and it's already really late and Amanda sits at a local bar. She doesn't drink much alcohol anymore and so she has a glass of coke in her hand. In her other hand she has a cigarette and it seems that she's really relaxed and not worried about anything. In the past she has been a bit nervous before the shows and she has spent the last days with training, but this is over and out now. Since she is out of the title hunt and since she knows that she doesn't get a chance again to become champion, she has changed completely and doesn't care anymore what happens around her. She has accepted her fate of being a sore loser and at the last show she proved again that she can't take a single win, but in some way she doesn't care anymore. She gets her money and as long as she gets payed it's ok, even if she's only a living punching ball or a filler if they don't know whom else to put in a match. The only thing thAt motivates her to go to the shows is the money and the chance for some violent actions. But going to the shows doesn't mean that she has to train. So she spends most of her time with hanging around and this evening is no exception. Now she takes a sip of her drink and drags at her cigarette.

~Amanda~
Well, so we will see what happens.

Amanda hasn't even read the matchcard. All her information she got from Cheeka, who told her that she should help her out. But as Cheeka was telling her who her opponent is, Amanda already hasn't listened anymore.

~Amanda~
So I shall help Cheeka. Ok, we're in a team now and so I'll do it. Haha, I don't know whom my fucking sister has put in this match too, but I'll make sure that they'll leave the ring as cripples. Nobody comes into our way without paying for it.

She laughs out and now she's almost in a good mood. The thought of some violence is really nice and she likes it. It makes her feel alive for a short moment, if there only wouldn't be this fucking pain in her chest near her heart. Amanda knows that she should go to a doc, or even to a cardiologist, but she avoids this, cuz this will prolly end her career and then she would feel completely dead. She needs the money, but also the few minutes during the show when she has the chance to hurt or injure somebody. The fact that most of the fans don't wanna see her or even hate her doesn't interest her. It's the same as with all her former friends and her family. She isn't interested in anything or anybody, except from Laura Jackson.
For a short moment she touches to her heart area. Then she pays her drinks and leave the bar to take a short nap before the show starts. Then the scene fades to black.