Post by ❤Rose❤ on Jan 9, 2013 17:16:31 GMT -5
The whole year 2012 hasn't been very successful for Amanda and she has lost almost all her matches, except the one against Carnage, and so it seems that it slowly comes to an end with her career. She has also realized this, but she still needs the money and that's the only reason why she hasn't already left GZWA, but her mood isn't the best and she's more than only frustrated. So she has started to drink again and what is even worse, she also takes drugs again, even though she had promised never to do it again. But now she's in such a mood that she really doesn't care about old promises anymore. So she has spent the last months with trying to get drunk and high, so that she forgets everything around her, but sadly that doesn't work all the time. When she becomes sober, all the bad feelings come back and she feels worse than ever before.
Now she's sitting alone at a bar and she tries to stay away from everything and from every conversation. Amanda thanks God nobody realizes who she is, because without makeup she really isn't very pretty anymore and nobody looks at the tattooed girl with the ruined face, so that she can drink alone. Normally she should be sad, but in some way it even amuses her that nobody sees who she is and she laughs out. Then she orders her seventh drink and slowly she begins to feel all the alcohol, avoising the trip back home.
Amanda starts to get a little drained so she stands up and walks over to the restrooms. She locks the door and sits down on a toilet seat and then she takes a small mirror and a small plastic bag with white powder. She pours some of the cocaine on the mirror and makes two long lines, then she sniffs it and closes her eyes. It doesn't take very long and she doesn't feel so tired anymore. The drugs really give her some energy, at least enough to continue with her useless drinking. Satisfied for now, Amanda stands up and stumbles out of the restroom. Some people look at her and it seems that they realize that she's completely stoned, but it seems that nobody is interested in it and so they leave her alone.
As she comes back to her seat, Amanda sees that her drink is already there and smiles. She takes a sip and it feels really good. Amanda's mind wanders to the next day, but shudders at the thought that she will have a huge hangover. Too drunk to focus, Amanda's mind floats to her last appearance at GZWA when she has attacked Katie and humiliated her by making the petite blonde kiss Amanda's toes and call her Goddess. Amanda laughs in a sarcastic way as the thought of humiliating or hurting others is a real joy for her.
~Amanda~
Well Katie, I might become a bit stupid and I might forget a lot because of all this drinking, but I'm still no complete moron and so I still remember what I have done to you after you cost my team mate Cheeka the win. Haha, you might call me a psycho and that I wanna kill myself and prolly you're even right with saying this, but as long as I'm here and as long as I can move, I won't stop terrorizing you and all the other motherfuckers in this company. Shall they hate me, shall they laugh at me, I really couldn't care less. No, I don't give a fuck.
The dark haired girl laughs out again and then she downs her drink and orders a new one. The barkeeper looks a bit skeptical, but as he sees that Amanda will cause trouble for the case she doesn't get what she wants, he brings her a new one.
~Amanda~
Yes, they shall laugh, but at the end of the day I will be the one who laughs. I might not be able to take a single win in my matches, but that doesn't mean that anybody should underestimate me. I'm still here and I'm still able to cause some pain and if I can't do it in my matches then I will do it after my matches. I don't care when it happens as long as it happens.
But anyway, lets come back to that bitch Katie. You have been so fucking stupid to think that helping our opponents will bring you something, but as you have seen, you have been wrong. All it brought you has been some pain and public humiliation and I'm still not done with you. I won't stop before you're broken completely. Yes, I will destroy you and I will end your career. Hehe, but don't worry Hun, it's not personal and you're only the first number on my list. Yeah, my path of destruction began tonight.
But don't worry too much, it's not personal, you just came into my way and this is a mistake for which I'm gonna make you pay. It's a high price, but prolly you'll survive it.
She laughs again, but then a cold glare comes into her face and it makes her look even more ugly and mean.
~Amanda~
It's not that I hate you, haha. I hate everybody. But the person whom I hate most is my fucking sister. She should have helped me as my problems began, but she had nothing better to do than to talk bad of me and to help the other teams. So she's guilty of the betraying her little sister and for this she will pay too. I will destroy all her friends and all the people she likes and at the end I will get her too. At least if she has the guts to face me in a real fight. But till then I'll play a bit with her little playtoy; with you Katie. Haha! I promise you that we will have so much fun... at least I will have.
If you think that you'll get rid of me then I must disappoint you. You can beg me, you can condemn me, but at the end I am the one who decides when this war is over.
She was only talking to herself, but it became louder and so some of the people look at the strange girl. It's not the best department where the bar is and so the people are used to see strange people, but this tattooed girl is really something special and even though she's small and petite, Amanda still looks dangerous and aggressive. She glares at the people and flips them the bird and they hurry to look into another direction, especially as they see that Amanda has a gun in her hip pocket. Nobody wants some trouble with such a maniac and so they try to ignore her, even though it's a bit difficult as aggressive as she is.
~Amanda~
What's up you stupid motherfuckers, never seen a girl who tries to get drunk?
Nobody reacts and so it doesn't escalate. Amanda returns her drinking. Even though the cocaine helps her to stay awake she is really drunk now and it's so hard for her to have any clear thought. She sighs and gives it up. Then she reaches into her pocket and pulls out some pills and eats them. It's a last attempt to make it possible to think again, but it doesn't work and so she only sits there and dozes until it's really late. The barkeeper wants to close the bar, but Amanda doesn't wanna go and he is to scared to throw her out. He still remembers her gun and so he decides to give her another drink, hoping that she will eventually faint, so that he could get rid of her. Amanda takes the drink and downs it, but she's still not willing to go. Now the barkeeper has some hope and he brings her a new drink, but Amanda doesn't do him the favor to faint.
Amanda continues to drink and she also checks her mails with her phone. Even though she's completely drunk and all the others think that she's disorientated, she still realizes what happens around her and she's still able to read her mails. As she sees that she will face Katie, a smile comes into her face. She laughs out in a dirty way and shoves her phone back into her pocket. Normally she should be so drunk that she can't speak anymore, but she isn't. Instead it seems that she's sober and completely clear again.
~Amanda~
Oh, it seems that our stupid lil Katie is out for revenge and that she challenges me. Haha, that stupid bitch really doesn't seem to get enough of me, slowly I begin to think she loves me ...or the humiliation she gets when she has to face me in the ring. But when she thinks that she already got humiliated and that it can't become worse, then she's so fucking wrong, cuz it can become worse.
Amanda's eyes are still blood shot from all the alcohol, but now they become such a cold glare. There is nothing nice left anymore and most of the people leave the bar and avoid it to come to near to her. The barkeeper would love to go too, but he has no choice and has to stay. But Amanda doesn't look at anybody, her thoughts are completely by Katie and her upcoming match.
~Amanda~
Yeah, it will become worse, cuz now you won't only get humiliated, now you will end up in hospital and I can't promise that it won't be as a cripple. But anyway, it's not my problem and I don't give a fuck what happens to you and whether it will end your career. The only thing that counts for me is that you will have to suffer more than ever before in your fucking life.
Amanda laughs again in a dirty and mean way. Now she reaches into her hip pocket and the barkeeper becomes pale in his face. But instead of her gun she only pulls out some money and pays her bill. Then she leaves the bar and walks over to her Harley. She starts it and even though she shouldn't drive anymore, she drives off with a huge burnout. Then the scene fades to black.
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