Post by ❤Rose❤ on Sept 30, 2010 6:12:18 GMT -5
So many this had happened since ZXWWF has closed and not all of these things have been nice. The first days I really didn't know what to do with my life and I only felt empty, but then I found a new place that was run by Raven and Kirsten. At first I was happy that I had to do something again, but then everything turned into bad. I got in trouble with Rae and also most of my friends turned against me and betrayed me. Ok, I could have lived with it, but it even got worse as also my friend Ivy turned against me and helped my enemies. Shit, sometimes life really can be crappy.
But then something else comes into my mind and that cheers me up a bit.
“Something life can really be a bit difficult, but anyway, there also come better times and not it's really time that things become better.”
A smile comes into my face and I sit down on my couch. I light a cigarette and relax a bit and then I begin to paint my toenails black, knowing that it will look pretty cool with my high heeled sandals. I giggle lightly as I think about that a very good “friend” of mine will really love it. He loves my short dresses and also these high heels and so I will wear them when I have my next appearance at GZWA. Yeah, I'm signed I there as a wrestler now.
“Great, it seems that I have two jobs now, but I think I can handle it. I need the money and I also need the action and the cheering of the fans. Yeah, the fans at ZXWWF and UFWA loved me, so prolly also the ones of GZWA will do that.”
I look over to my mirror and I really like what I see. I gained a bit more weight, but I'm still not too fat, but I'm not as skinny anymore as I have been in the past. I look really hot and cute now and I know that most people love to see such a cute girl in action, especially as I use all these luchadore moves now. But I'm not here to talk about my appearance, so let's better start to talk about the reason why I'm here.
I haven't had much contact to my family during the last weeks where I have been busy at UFWA, but then I met my former boss ZX again. He told me that he had opened a new company and a wrestling school and that my sister Mariah had joined there. Then, later also my other sister Amberz joined and so my whole family seems to be there. I hate it to be alone and it makes me sad and I really would love to be in the same company as my sisters. So I talked to ZX and later he offered me a contract. It was really a dream that became truth and I accepted and so here I am.
“Great, now I'm back with the people I love and even with some more. It seems that now my life will really change. I'm not only stronger now, I also have more self confidence and more power.”
But Right after I think about my new self confidence, another bad thought comes into my mind. My ex husband Gabe, who has hurt me so much and who has almost destroyed me, is also at GZWA.
“But anyway, this moron can't hurt or bother me anymore. He has almost destroyed me and maybe I should feel hate when I think of him, but I feel nothing. I really couldn't care less about what he makes.”
I begin to laugh a bit and it feels good that I got over it now. I will juz try to stay away from him and hopefully he will try that too. Ok, prolly we will have to meet in the ring again one day, but that doesn't matter, it is business and I can't avoid it and I also don't wanna avoid it. And this brings me to my plans her at GZWA.
“I think many of you know me from my former companies like WWH, ZXWWF and UFWA and I also think that many of you know that I'm not scared of anything. So you also prolly know that 'm used to fight guys and girls and that my main goal is to get the overall title and this hasn't changed. Yeah, also here at GZWA I wanna become the overall champion and I'm not scared to face guys like the Undertaker. I really don't give a fuck about how strong he is or whatever. I fight them all and I can also defeat them all. You will see that it won't take long and I'm the champion here too.”
I laugh a bit and now I'm in a really good mood. Being champion in two federations is really a great thought and it would be so damn cool. But there's still a long way till I have reached this goal. First I have to get settled here and check my opponents. But anyway, I'm still not worried and I know that I will make a damn great fight in my match and that nobody will ever forget this match. I smile a bit and I'm in such a good mood. I think back to the last time where I met Z and my mood even becomes better. We have talked about so much things and also about this weeks show. I'm not booked in a match till now and at first I've been a bit disappointed, but I also heard that the Undertaker is in the main event and that he can chose a diva as his partner. So now I hope he will take me. I light another cigarette and relax a bit
“Ok Undertaker, now I really hope that you will make that right choice and take me as your partner. I know that you like me and you also should know that I will be a loyal partner in this match and that I will hold my back. We have faced each other back in the times at ZXWWF and you defeated me, but I think I made it a Hell of a fight and you should know that I'm a tough wrestler and that I'm worth to be at your side in the main event. So please think about it, you really can't have any better partner than me. With me at your side you will have the win.
Haha, now you might wanna know how I can know that and I will tell you. I'm a witch and I know what will happen and for us as a team I see a bright future.”
Now I throw my cigarette out of the window. I take my jacket and leave the house. Then I climb into my old truck and drive to the next bar. Then the scene fades to black.