Am I a Loser? No!

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Am I a Loser? No!

The year began with a pretty good match for Amanda and she could take the win in a match against Katie, but the second show has been a pretty big debacle for her. She met Katie backstage and received a pretty bad beating up, but it even came worse. Later that night she came to the ring to challenge Genesis, but there she got beaten up again and what was even worse was that Sapphire spanked her in the middle of the ring and that almost everybody laughed at her. Amanda is used to the fact that her time is over and that she's a relic without any chance for a title and she can live with this, but this public humiliation was a bit too much for her and she is really frustrated. She feels so helpless and bad so that it drives the tears into her eyes and that makes her even more mad. She hates it so much to show any weaknesses and so she tries her best to hide how frustrated she is.

Now she sits alone at a table at the lounge of the GZWA arena and growls. The barkeeper gives her a drink and she downs it with one big sip. Then she lights a cigarette and inhales deeply. She would really prefer it to smoke a joint, but probably it wouldn't be a good idea to do this here in public. Getting suspended is the last thing she needs now. Ok, she hates her job, she hates the other wrestlers and after all these years of fighting she is also sick of fighting back all the time, but she still needs the money and she hasn't learned anything else. So she has no choice and she has to try to keep this job for a bit longer, even though she doubts that this plan will work out.

~Amanda~

Damn, Genesis, I think you were right as you called me a relic. Years ago my win loss record wasn't much better than now, but at least I was able to make a backstage attack or to attack others after their matches. But now it seems that I'm not even able to do this. All that happens is that I end up as a living punching ball.

She slams her fist onto the table so that her glass almost falls down. It's really frustrating, but she isn't willing to give up so fast. She knows that she has no chance in a real match and that prolly almost everybody will take a win against her, but at least she will try to hide this fact. And she still has her weapons and her mean tricks. If she can't take a win in a normal way, then she can at least do it with some cheating and that makes her feel a bit better.

~Amanda~

So you motherfuckers had had your fun with me, but I'll promise that I'll be the last one who laughs. You will pay for this fucking crap. Maybe this time you won, but the next time will be so fucking different. Shall they put me Ito some random matches against some rookies, but I'll find a way to get Katie back and I'll also find a way to get this fucking wannabe champion Genesis into a match. I don't want his fucking title, but I want his ass. Nobody humiliates me like this without paying the price for it and I promise that it'll be a really high price. I will destroy this motherfucker and I'll also destroy his fucking girlfriend. Haha, then we will see who is laughing.

She laughs out in a dirty way and some of the people look at her. Most of them know her after she's in this business for so many years, but after she hasn't shown much in the last years, nobody is interested in her any more and so nobody talks to her. At the beginning it has been frustrating for her to get overlooked, but slowly she got used to it. The same way as she got used to the dark rings under her former pretty eyes and to the small wrinkles in her face. It's not that she's ugly, but slowly everybody can see it in her face that she's drinking and takes drugs for years. So without make up un her face she doesn't look so pretty anymore, but she doesn't give a shit. For a short moment she glares at the others and everybody looks into another direction. Insides the ring she isn't that dangerous anymore, but she's pretty psycho and nobody knows whether she has a weapon and they also don't know whether she's sick enough to use with this weapon. So it's better to leave her alone. Now Amanda orders a new drink and drags at her cigarette. She growls and is pretty much lost in thoughts, but then her cell phone rings and she answers it.

~Amanda~

Amanda speaking. So what the fuck do you want?

She really wasn't very friendly, but as she realizes that it's Laura who called her, her mood becomes better. And as Laura tells her that she will have to face Sapphire in her next match, even a smile comes into her face, even though it's more a wicked grin. After talking a bit to Laura she shuts off her cell and shoves it into her hip pocket.

~Amanda~

Well, now it becomes interesting. I wanted some revenge and now I will get it, even though I must admit that I would have preferred it to get Genesis into a match. But anyway, his slut is better than nothing.

I thought of beating up this fucking moron the last week, but he has ruined my plan and not himself alone. His stupid girlfriend helped to distract me, so that they could take the win. So maybe this match will be pretty cool. It's not only that Sapphire gets what she deserves, Genesis won't be happy too when I destroy her, especially after it seems that the two really love each other.

Amanda drags at her cigarette and sneers. She's pretty cold and mean and so she doesn't like any relationship stuff. But for weaken and even hurting her opponents it is good.

~Amanda~

Haha, these fucking morons really thought that they were smart. They thought that they got me pretty bad and that they got rid of me by humiliating me in this crappy way. Ok, with getting me good they had success, but with getting rid of me they failed. This week I'll show them what happens when they piss me off and it will also be good for getting revenge at genesis. When he really loves his lil slut, then he prolly won't like it very much what I'll do with her. I'll wipe the floor with her and when I'm finished with her, then her can visit her in the hospital again.

Again Amanda laughs in that mean way. Sadistical as she is she loves the thought of injuring Sapphire. She never cared whether such actions could ruin the health of her opponents and end their career.

~Amanda~

I might not be the best wrestler and maybe my time is really over, but for taking the win against this bitch, this so called crown jewel, it should still be enough.

Damn genesis, I really didn't think that you're such a coward and that you let a girl fight for you, that's really desperate. Haha, but maybe you think that you can save her, but there I must disappoint you again. There won't be nothing left that you can save. Too bad for you. So you might better run back to Maryse and get a lil fuck for getting comforted, cuz I doubt that you wanna fuck a crippled Sapphire. Haha

She pauses for a moment and downs her drink. Now she isn't so frustrated anymore and now only her hate is left. Talking bad a out her opponents is so much fun and it makes her feel good. Years ago she has been a friendly and cheery girl, but thanks god this time is over.

~Amanda~

And now to you Sapphire. I really don't know whether you used your brain as you got involved, but I doubt it. I wanted Genesis in a fight to prove that I can beat anybody, whether he's a champion or not. So you should have let me make my thing. But you were so fucking stupid to turn against me and now you'll have to deal with the consequences. But I doubt that you knew how bad these consequences will be. But anyway, now it's too late to regret anything

You should have listened to the doctors as they told you that you aren't medically cleared, cuz now you'll go right back to hospital and this for a really long time. And what's even worse is the fact that this match will prolly end your career. But anyway, it has been your choice and nobody forced you to do what you did. Now you won't be able to protect anybody.

Haha, you thought that you could make me submit, but even there you failed. The only way you could get me was that you took me by surprise and that won't happen again. Now I know what awaits me and what a sneaky slut you are. But I can be sneaky too, so this time you won't have success.

Amanda pays her bill and stands up. She's a bit drunk, but not too much to drive and so she leaves the bar and goes to her Harley. While she walks out of the bar and fumbles into her pocket, looking for the key of her bike.

~Amanda~

Oh, and if you wanna make me submit, then you'll have to try something different. But I doubt that you'll find out, cuz I never submit. This time you'll be the one who submits to me, the Hardcore Harlot.

She smirks as she climbs on her Harley and starts it. For a moment she listens to the revving of her bike and she smiles. It's a pretty old bike, but she loves it, especially as it's a gift from an old friend.

~Amanda~

But maybe you'll even like it to submit to me. Well, this lets me get an idea. Maybe I'll let you go without injuring you, bit only if you go down to your knees and kiss my toes.

But anyway, it doesn't matter much what you do or what you want, cuz one thing is for sure, and that's that I'll be the winner. So you won't have a choice and I can do to your battered body whatever I want and I won't ask you whether you like it.

Haha, maybe I'll even take you with me when I'm finished with you, so that we can have some fun. Then I'll show you what real sex is, compared to the boring stuff Genesis makes with you. Haha, I really can't think of a better way to humiliate you two morons. But maybe you won't be too humiliated when I make you my bitch and you'll even enjoy it, but for genesis it'll be pretty bad. If he wants to have you back, then he will have to give me a match.

Amanda wanted to drive back home, but now she lights a new cigarette. In some way her thoughts go back to her match and she can't stop thinking about it and her opponents.

~Amanda~

But don't worry too much, genesis. In not as mean as they all say. I want you in a match and I'll beat you up as never before in your life, but I have something to comfort you. I don't want your fucking title, so you can keep it and shove it in your ass if you like this. Or maybe you prefer it to look at it and masturbate. I don't give a fuck.

Now Amanda throws away her cigarette and drives back home. Half an hour later she arrives there and Laura already waits for her. Amanda enters her house and hugs Laura, but it seems that Laura isn't too happy about the fact that Amanda is drunk.

~Laura~

Damn, how often must I tell you not to drive when you're drunk. I really don't wanna visit you in jail or even in hospital. And by the way, you should better spend your time with training than with trying to get drunk like a complete loser.

Amanda only shrugs as she hears this comment. She doesn't care much that she got insulted and that Laura tried to provoke her.

~Amanda~

But maybe I am a complete loser. But even is I am, I can comfort you. For this match against Sapphire I don't need much training and there's enough time left to get ready. I can defeat her whenever and wherever I want.

Laura roles her eyes. She really doesn't like Amanda's cocky behavior and the way she acts. So she thinks about a way to get her sober again and she already has an idea. Maybe a cold shower will help..

~Laura~

Maybe you should take a shower to get sober and then we talk again.

But Amanda shakes her head violently.

~Amanda~

Fuck no, it was fucking expensive to get drunk. Don't ruin my day.

Now Laura really has enough. She grabs Amanda and pulls her into the direction of the bathroom. Laura is stronger, but the petite Amanda struggles like mad. Her chances aren't too big, but then she lets herself drop down to the ground, so that Laura loses her grip. Amanda is drunk, but she still knows what she does. She kicks Laura against the leg and it really hurts cause of Amanda's heavy biker boots. Laura growls and curses and she's not willing to let Amanda get away with it. As Amanda tries to kick her again, she blocks her kick and grabs her by her ankle. Pretty brutally she pulls of Amanda's boot and then comes her sock off too. Now Amanda screams, especially as she knows what comes next.

~Amanda~

Damn, you don't do this ..

But Laura only grins wickedly. She knows her girlfriend really good and also all of her weaknesses, especially that Amanda's feet are deathly ticklish.

~Laura~

Well, you just made a damn big mistake.

Now she flips Amanda around and still holds her in this ankle lock, but instead of applying pressure she starts to tickle Amanda's foot. Amanda is really tough, but that's to much for the tiny diva and pretty soon she laughs hysterically. And as Laura runs her fingers under and in between her cute toes Amanda can't stand it any longer and she taps out.

~Amanda~

Hehe, mercy ...I give up. I do everything you want.

Laura tickles her a bit longer, but then she lets her go. She pulls Amanda up and pushes her into the shower cabin. Even though Amanda is still dressed, Laura turns on the water and Amanda shrieks. But then she gives up and doesn't complain anymore. Instead of fighting back she grabs Laura and pulls her under the shower too. Laura wants to protest, but Amanda shuts her up by kissing her passionately. They rip down each others clothes and then the lights go out.

Half an hour later the two girls leave the bathroom. They have a towel wrapped around their biddies and Laura sits down on a chair while Amanda makes them a coffee. Then Amanda sits down too.

~Amanda~

Ok, you were right and I acted a bit childish. Lets finish our coffee and then we drive to the gym. But I still think that sapphire won't be a bigger problem for me. That bitch isn't much of a challenge, especially as she still isn't medically cleared. Haha, as long as she doesn't get me in an ankle lock and tickles me nothing can go wrong. She has already lost that match and nothing will change this.

They both laugh. Laura doesn't like it when Amanda is so cocky, but this time she only nods.

~Laura~

Yeah, I know that you can defeat her. So lets go to the gym and then you fuck up Sapphire and then ...Genesis. And I'll be at your side for the case that something goes wrong.

Amanda smiles lovingly and then she kisses Laura on the lips. The two finish their coffee, then they get dressed and drive to the gym. Then the scene fades to black.

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