Post by ❤Rose❤ on Oct 14, 2010 6:50:30 GMT -5
A good Idea?
Damn, I'm really not so sure whether it was a good idea what I have done last week at GZWA. I teamed up with the Undertaker in a match against Kane and Chyna. Ok, it's not that I'm afraid of these opponents, I have had Chyna in a match before and I also could take the win against her, even though she also had brought me to hospital back in the old ZXWWF times. The thing that worries me more is that teaming up with the Undertaker. About a year ago as we both were at ZXWWF I had had a crush on him and I also had to face him in a match where he put me in an ambulance car. I got beaten up really bad and it really didn't look good for me, but I survived it without getting injured. But what's more important is that fact that I still loved him. Then he left ZXWWF and I never saw him again.
I got over the whole thing and so everything should be ok, especially now as I love someone else. But it isn't ok. In some way I have such a strange feeling when I see him. It's not that I love him, but I have the feeling that he sees something more in me than a friend. Normally I wouldn't care much, but not now. At the moment my life becomes juz wonderful, I am together with my family, I have a person I love and so I really don't need any stress with a guy who has a crush on me. Damn, so what can I do?
Now I'm back at home after our first match we did together and I'm not really sure about what to do. In some way it's good to team up with such a strong wrestler, but it also can be dangerous, at least with the lil plan I have in mind. Yeah, at the moment we are a team, but that will change pretty soon, at least when he knows what I have in mind. I wanna go for his title and then he will become my opponent and that makes it dangerous. I mean he always is dangerous, but at the moment I think he loves me, but when he sees that I don't want anything from him besides his title he won't be that happy and then he will prolly begin to hate me. And a guy like the Undertaker is even more dangerous when he hates. Shit, then I'm really in trouble.
I walk around in my living room and I'm really a bit nervous now. God damn, what shall I do? I could call one of my sisters, but I really don't wanna worry them. So there's only one person left to whom I could talk, but he won't be happy too to see me getting involved in trouble again. But anyway, I really don't know what to do and so I will have to talk to him. I go to my locker and look for some clothes for my lil date. After looking around a while I find a really hot looking short dress and put it on. I stand in front of the mirror and pose and I'm really happy with what I see.
But that's not all. I know that the person whom I love really loves it to see me in high heels and so I look for some now. I wanna look really sexy for him and so I take some really high ones even though I know that I will have problems with walking in them. But maybe he will give me a foot rub and so I will get a wonderful reward. Before I put them on I take some black nail polish and begin to paint my toe nails black. Now I juz have to wait till the nail polish is dry and then I can go. I look at the nail polish and start to giggle. Hehe, it will be wonderful when he rubs my toes and now they are really pretty.
“OK, I hope you will love me in this outfit and I hope that you won't be too mad at me when I tell you what I have in mind. But if you are then you can punish your lil Goddess in any way you want.”
I giggle again as I think of all this. Maybe he will cuff me to the bed and spank me or tickle me till I submit. Hehe, but whatever he will do to me, I know that I will love it. So it will be ok to tell him that I've been so bad again. I laugh out cheery and the thought of feeling his strong hands slapping my ass or tickling my cute feet turns me already on. But now it's not the time to think about kinky stuff. At first I must think about what I will tell him. Damn, normally I'm not so shy, but here I really have a lil problem. So how shall I begin?
“Hii ...I juz wanted to tell ya that I juz pissed off the Undertaker. I made him believe that I love him and that I help him and now I'm going to beat him up and now he wants to kill me.”
Damn, that's not very intelligent. Maybe I shall try something else.
“Hey, you already know that I teamed up with the Undertaker. I'm not so sure whether this is a good idea. I mean I think he loves me and now he could be pissed when he hears that I don't want him and only want his title. So please help me ...pwease”
Maybe this is a bit better, but I'm still not convinced. Maybe I should juz do something else. I could try to talk to the Undertaker and tell him that I wanna be his friend and that this thing with the title only is a friendly rivalry. I'm not sure whether it will work, but if it works then I don't have to tell my love that I'm in trouble again. Prolly this would be the best idea, but I still don't believe that it will be so easy to handle a guy like the Undertaker.
But then I also could juz tell my love that I want that title and that I don't know what to do with the Undertaker and maybe he has a good advice for me. Yeah, that's it what I will do. I will talk to him before I meet the Undertaker again and so everything will become good.
Now I wanna get ready and drive to my love, but before I can do anything I hear something at the door. The door opens and I see him standing there. I crow and run over to him and jump into his arms. I kiss him and press my petite body against him. Now all my problems are forgotten. He picks me up and carries me to the bedroom. Then he throws me on the bed, locks the door and switches the lights off and now only my laughing, giggling, moaning and screaming can be heard for the rest of the night.
As I wake up I'm alone again. For a moment I'm a bit sad and I wish that we could make our relationship official, but that's not possible at the moment and so I'm happy with what I have. I'm still a bit tired but I feel so good. Then I look on the empty place in my bed besides me and I see a note where stands that I don't have to worry and that he loves me and will always protect me. Slowly I stand up and check my mails and now I see what kinda match I have next week. I’m not really worried about it, even though I know that I won’t get any help here in this company. But I also know that a very special person will always take care for me and that this person will look that nothing bad will happen to me. A smile comes into my face and I look back to the bed. There sits the cute lil teddy bear my love gave me and I pick it up. I huddle the teddy and sit down on my bed. Then my thoughts go back to my first match at GZWA.
“Now you all have seen what I can do and how much I have changed since the times at ZXWWF. I’m not the scared and insecure lil girl anymore. Now I’m a real Goddess and I also act like one. I think you all have seen how I attacked Chyna in that match. I proved that she couldn’t scare me, even though I really should have a reason to be scared after what she had done to me in the past. And then I also attacked Kane without thinking of any consequences. Yeah, I’m strong and tough now and without my help the Undertaker wouldn’t have taken the win.”
Now I lean back on the bed, still huddling the teddy. It really makes me feel good to have it in my arms. Maybe all the others would laugh at me if they would see me like this, but I really couldn’t care less. The teddy reminds me of my love and so I feel safe and comfortable. Now my thoughts go back to my last match again.
“OK, maybe the end wasn’t that good, but prolly it was better to flee from the ring. I think the Undertaker was already pretty pissed and so it was better not to provoke him even more, especially not as I have something very special in mind for him. I really don’t need a beating up with me on the receiving end right now. I think it will come to a really bad fight early enough, so for now I will save my power and focus on my upcoming match.”
Now I close my eyes and then I already can see me with a belt around my waist as I stand above the Undertaker. I’m still a bit tired and so I slowly fall asleep, but now I don’t dream of the championship anymore. Now I dream of my love and that he will be back here with me soon
End of Part 1