Public apology/moving forward with his career.

["The Iceman" Konrad Raab]

Back at home talking to Fizz about GZWA business. Anaheim, California. Friday 12th May. (Off Camera)

They've been discussing a lot of things lately with SCW business and even NJFC companies side of things, even WWH, but there's one company they rarely ever talk about, GZWA. That's something Fizz knows she has to quickly address with Konrad as she sits on the bed and places her arm around him after he came home from shopping, seeing Konrad a little down when he really shouldn't be with overcoming his fears and being a tag team champion as she speaks.

Fizz Raab: "What's wrong?

Konrad Raab: "GZWA stuff."

Fizz Raab: "Actually, that's something I want to talk to you about. Tell me Konrad, what an earth are you thinking to not even apologise for your actions?"

Konrad Raab: "Yeah, I went nuts and that's what I started to realise. Miz was right, I was a bully and I shouldn't have done half of the crap I did, including costing Miz the Heavyweight title match. He hates me for it."

Fizz Raab: "But you aren't even apologising for your actions? It's quite disgusting to say the least, especially right now that the whole hiding your anger and refusing to be violent fears have completely gone and you've not once attempted to apologise, nor mention the fact you got yourself into a lot of fucking trouble."

It's been a very long time Fizz had to be really brutally honest with Konrad as he knows she's right, he hadn't apologised for the stuff he said and done in GZWA and he needed to make up for it, more now he was tag team champion which he didn't brag about that much except for a couple of tweets because although he was happy to win the tag title, he obviously feeling like in terms of the actions he did, he hadn't earned it and he brings up that point.

Konrad Raab: "Yes and Xion blasted my ass for the stuff I done, but can you expect me to respect anybody in the business who treats the business as if it's some sort of playground, seeing nothing wrong with treating it like a joke, not taking it seriously?"

Fizz Raab: "It has been ignored for way too long, but it's getting sorted now with Amanda getting punished for it, but you were a bully Konrad, don't deny it either. Before you even dare to speak about Rex and Ry Drake, you need to apologise to those who you hurt in public because right now, you've not attempted to, but at least now, you've realised what you've done and you better apologise."

Konrad Raab: "This is the problem, people call me a bully, yet Amanda done the same to me. I'm sick of being targeted that because my partner even started to have doubts about teaming with me because I was out of control, but I was trying to prove Amanda a point."

Fizz slapped Konrad really hard as she wasn't having any of what Konrad's saying as he shrugged his shoulders, wondering what that was all about and he knew what he said was wrong and he shook his head, knowing his head was still a bit of a mess due to still having a concussion cos he hadn't rest enough and she speaks.

Fizz Raab: "I know you're still suffering from a concussion, but you wouldn't have it if you rested. I know, not your fault you had to fight in Japan as it came up way before the Regan Street match was announced, but you need to be a man about this and apologise. It's just as lucky you're doing just light training this week."

Konrad Raab: "I can't though, that's the problem, especially how tough Ry Drake and Rex are and on top of the other match that's announced too, but I'll talk about that tomorrow before I'll leave in the morning."

Fizz Raab: "Just be careful please. Just go for a run, do your videos and rest OK? I don't want you being hurt even more, especially the secret I told you about earlier."

Konrad Raab: "It's gonna be fine. Just worry about you, your health and the MMA match, while I take care of GZWA business side of things. I love you and nothing in the world will change that and I love my kids as well."

It was something Fizz already knew about, but it was still nice for him to say it over and over again as he gives Fizz a kiss before she falls straight asleep as Konrad goes out of the room to check on his kids if they were asleep and they were as he went back into the bedroom where Fizz was sleeping and before he does, he prays to god on finding forgiveness in terms of the damage he's done in GZWA for a few minutes before he sits up and nods.

Konrad Raab: "It's time to get myself back on track and be the honourable wrestler I was meant to be in the first place, not the out of control asshole. I'm glad those days are finally gone and able to sleep peacefully."

Konrad of course was talking to himself, reminding he had to get back where he was before all the mess started along with apologising to the entire world on Sunday as he goes straight to sleep, feeling happy again knowing he's able to make a massive comeback to be himself like he was when he first came to GZWA.

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Hot air balloon ride. Albuquerque, New Mexico. Sunday 14th May. (On camera)

There's so much for Konrad to get off his chest before he can even start to talk about his opponents as he stands on the rainbow coloured like hot air balloon in Albuquerque New Mexico as he found out yesterday he's wrestling in the location he's at. If there's one thing Konrad's good at, it's double checking where he's wrestling or at least know where he's wrestling, hence why he's not really hyped up the match as much, nor has he done much in general other than trying as best as he can to rest up for three matches in three different companies, but they were to be talked about another time as Konrad's up in the air, having a GZWA cameraman up in the balloon with him as he begins to speak while sitting down.

Konrad Raab: "Before I get onto my opponents, there's something very important I got to do and it must be done today. It's taken me a very long time to admit I've been in the wrong with the mistakes I've made this year which were quite honestly sickening and disgusting. I let my anger get the best of me because I got so scared of even my own shadow to a point I wasn't thinking straight and cost Miz a Heavyweight title match, I bullied Amanda when I should've been in more control and learn to stop, but I didn't because I was insecure with my anger, being afraid of it.

I understand Miz and Amanda hating me right now because I have nobody to blame, but myself and for you both and the GZWA company and fans, I apologise on everything I said and done to you both, allowing the world to see that disgusting psycho Konrad, but let me say this, I don't have this problem anymore. I don't have a problem of being scared of my own anger and not admitting having it and not being afraid of being violent or in weapon matches because the fact is, I've finally fought against one woman who helped me overcome that and why I'm all cut up and busted up still from a match I had last Saturday, Regan Street in Supreme Championship Wrestling so trust me Miz and Amanda especially, I'm a changed man now and you'll never ever see that old Konrad again and I'm making that promise here and now about it."

It was a good feeling Konrad had after not apologising for the last three months from his actions and he speaks more about it.

Konrad Raab: "I don't want you to forgive me Miz and Amanda as I don't expect you to after how disgusting I was to you both, but I wanted you both to understand and Xion had a private word with me too for what I was doing and I flat out apologised to him, but at the same time, knew I had to apologise to you both too, Xion didn't tell me to, I done it cos it's the right thing to do and as I said, I'd understand you both still hate me and will do forever, but I want to move on from the past and look forward to the future."

Now Konrad smiles the first time since after his match with Regan on Monday while in hospital to recover from the damage he got and he moves towards looking at Ry Drake and Rex.

Konrad Raab: "Now I gotten that over and done with, it's time for the real reason I'm here and Samuel of course as well. I haven't even gotten around on talking about the GZWA tag titles we won because I've been so busy, but I'm glad GZWA is back and holding these wonderful tag belts and this is my first title I've won since 2015. But the point is we're here to prove we are a team as I'm sure Ry is here to prove he's a GZWA champion too, but this is the thing, I've faced him before he was champion and last time I brought the match up, he forgot about it, even attacked me.

But I forgive Ry for that purely because at that time, I deserved to be attacked how I did due to my actions on Miz and Amanda. If it had been this time around, boy you would've been a whole world of trouble, but here's the thing, I respect you and I truly mean this, regardless if you throw it back in my face because this is how I'm meant to be and I'm gonna be this me here on out. I also said I respected you because you've been the only guy ever to have defeated Carnage, even if I wanted to face him one on one when he was undefeated in the past much like myself, but you deserve to be a champion for proving yourself once again and I hope you'll move forward now."

Of course, not much was known about Rex since he was mainly in the tag ranks, although has had some normal matches by himself.

Konrad Raab: "As for you Rex, you have the talent to make yourself a bigger name in GZWA in the future. You maybe bigger and stronger than Ry, but you're future isn't far away. My brother in law is the same as you right now, although he's gonna be a big star in Sin City Wrestling very soon, but I get that because you're learning and there's no better way to learn more about this sport than being in a tag team with Ry, especially a world champion just like him.

I haven't seen a whole lot of Samuel since we won the tag belts to be honest not he has anything to do with it, but more with how busy I am and sometimes him being busy protecting America in the army which takes a lot of commitment, especially I know this as I was apart of the army myself back in Germany because my parents wanted me to toughen up. I've spoken to him a lot, but not seen him and I do need to meet him today if I can find him to do some light training together because I'm pretty banged up. I've got ribs that are sore, I got a bit of concussion and even cuts on my face."

It was never a good idea to tell the injuries to the two of the most vicious men in GZWA, but they would've found out anyway when they see him in a match tomorrow night and he speaks again.

Konrad Raab: "Problem is the factor of you both not teaming together as much. Me and Samuel have been a tag for quite sometime and we've gone over some stuff and even aiming to go to Japan and face the current tag champions and why? Because I want to promote this company to another level while you guys won't do that because you don't give a damn about the fans or facing against wrestlers better than you like myself. Heck, I'm facing a former world champion on Wednesday night, but you don't have things that held you back from being yourselves.

I have and that's what I need to do to get back. I think Samuel's already mentioned why we're called The Honourable Princes and it's that honourable fighter part of me I need to get back and it starts right here in this tag match. Heck, it's a damn shame me and Samuel aren't defending our tag titles tomorrow night here in Albuquerque, New Mexico as a chance to prove we'll take on anybody who challenges us and if they don't, we'll always get teams to step up because we aren't gonna prove ourselves if we wait until Xion places us to face the title contenders for our tag belts."

It's been one of the most relaxing rides Konrad's been on in the hot air balloon ride as he looks out for sights around Albuquerque, New Mexico which some were fascinating to watch, even if they were pretty high and he speaks again.

Konrad Raab: "Another thing you may have going against you both is I don't think you two are good at winning matches without weapons. Obviously, Ry did do that, but he does have tenancies to go and blast people with weapons and it's not smart thinking at all. OK I got hit and used weapons on Saturday, but that's only for one match for me to overcome a few things, but they are completely unnecessary to use, being DQed potentially for your actions.

If there's one thing I know about with Samuel, he's been trying so hard to get ready for this match and don't you worry lads, we are ready and I will defeat you not only to win the match to defeat the whole logic of me being an angry person when I haven't been during the week because I feel so much energy and that I want to wrestle all over again as this is a new beginning for Konrad as we'll see a new Samuel too and we are excited to fight you both and take you both seriously as potential tag title contenders in the future after Team Hollywood and Torres family brought everything they had against them and they delivered."

Of course, Konrad already accepted the challenge from Torres family when they asked him for a title shot as the balloon can't go any higher than it is as he speaks again.

Konrad Raab: "They already earned their tag title shots against me and Samuel and we'll gladly accept their challenge as we are champions. Ry won't because he spends time fighting Carnage than focusing on other wrestlers and Ry's changed that a lot, but we aren't afraid of you Rex and Ry, not a bit as me and Samuel will just kick your sorry asses back home and lick on your own wounds, but we're jelled as a team and work along great and you'll better be ready for a war you can't get out of as we are going to prove who the best tag team is in this country and be the best wrestlers for our team work.

Just like it works for you both as well, but it's not going to be good enough as one of you will get pinned, no matter how much Ry Drake thinks he can ignore facing each other, but me and Samuel know when we are ready to beat your asses here in Albuquerque, New Mexico because we have that adrenaline of doing everything we can to prove to Team Hollywood and Torres family we're ready for you both with us watching that match you'll have tonight to decide who the best contenders are for us, but the point is Rex may has no enough singles experience and Ry doing god knows what, they'll be beaten quite fast and tomorrow night here in Albuquerque, New Mexico, prepare yourselves to be Raabinated by The Honourable Princes either by me or Samuel pinning one of you guys or submitting to one of us."

Konrad wanted to get down as he enjoyed the experience of riding a hot air balloon today and he goes straight back to his hotel room to catch up on sleep after still having those sort of problems.