Post by ❤Rose❤ on Jan 31, 2011 3:39:39 GMT -5
Not my Day
Well, Primetime really didn’t went too good for me this time. At first I got beaten up and pinned in that match against Molly Holly and Serena and later, as I came to the ring with Jimmy Jacobs, Serena attacked me again. Slowly the whole thing goes on my nerves, especially as I don’t know what’s the problem of this stupid bitch. It’s not that I’m really worried or scared, but always being the victim really isn’t so much fun.
Now the show is over and I’m back in my locker room again. I feel a bit worn out and I have a really bad headache from this fucken chair shot, I sit down on my couch and open a beer. I also light a cigarette and inhale deeply. I know that I shouldn’t smoke, but it helps me a bit to relax.
“God damn, fuck, the whole thing really goes on my nerves. Isn’t it bad enough to get beaten up in a match? And then this crap with this stupid attack. Ok Serena, I know that you’re sick in your head in some way, but I didn’t think that you would go this far and continue this crap even after your win. I really hoped that it would be enough to take the win, but it seems that I was wrong.
So do me a fav and tell me what you want. Shall I say that you’re the better wrestler? Ok, I can do that and it really doesn’t mean anything to me. Or shall I try to avoid you? Ok, I tried that too, but you don’t gimme a chance to do it. You are the one who looks for me and always starts this crap. So tell me what shall I do?”
For a moment I close my eyes and try to relax a bit, but all this really hurts me. Normally I’m a quiet and nice girl and so it really hurts when someone hates you that much, especially when you don’t know the reason. But there’s something more. I know that Jimmy Jacobs loved me, but I told him that we only could be friends cuz I already love Vespertine. I really thought that this could work, but it seems that s friendship between a guy and a girl never works without having sex.
Ok, he had helped me and freed me from the clutches of Kane and now I wanted to return the favor and help him out too. But now it’s the second time that I came with him to the ring and that I got attacked by Serena. And what did he do? …Nothing. He allowed that she has beaten me down and then he even listened to her advice. Is that the way friends act?
“OK Jimmy Jacobs. I really have been thankful that you rescued me and I really did my best to show it to you, but it seems that you don’t want me friendship and my help. Ok, it hurts, but I can live with it. I only would prefer it if you would say it directly into my face, but it seems that you don’t have the guts to do so. Fuck, I didn’t think that you’re such a wimp. But anyway, if you prefer it to be accompanied by this bitch Serena then you can have it and I will step back and leave you alone. But don’t think that I will change my mind again, we are done. Nobody hurts the Goddess of War.”
I clench my fists and the last words I almost have screamed out. Thanks God nobody is here who could hear me, cuz I really don’t like it to lose control. Damn, but I’m so frustrated and now it even drives the tears into my eyes. I sob and after a while it turns into a sniffling, but even now I don’t feel much better. I feel helpless and crappy and I hate being helpless.
“Damn Serena, why can’t you juz leave me alone. I’m not here for getting into useless trouble, I’m here to go for a title, for the main title and you have nothing better to do than to distract me from it. But anyway, it seems that you are so full of hate that you won’t change your mind again and now I have to deal with it. But don’t worry, I can deal with it. As I said before, I’m nice and friendly, but everybody has a point where it’s enough and now I have reached this point. Do you really think that I will sit here and watch how you try to destroy my career? Nah …not even you can be that stupid to think that.
I won’t change my attitude, but I will strike back now, so be warned. I’m not a big fan of threatening, but it seems this is the only way you learn your lesson. Stay away from me or you will regret it. I might not be the strongest wrestler here, but I think it will be enough to destroy you completely.”
I come in rage more and more, but then the door opens and Vespertine enters. She gives me a hug and a kiss on the lips and then she sits down besides me. She puts my feet in her lap and now she gives me a wonderful and long foot massage, knowing that this will really calm me down again. And she was right, it didn’t take long and all my anger is forgotten. After a few minutes I’m moaning and giggling and for a short moment everything is ok again.